And I keep asking the question "Does it get worse?" and the answer is a resounding, "OF COURSE IT DOES, YOU STUPID FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT
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I obviously have no idea what's happening in your life these days but I'm really sorry to hear you feel so desperate. It sounds like you're feeling pretty isolated which just makes everything harder. I know you know suicide isn't the answer and I hope you can find someone you can trust to help you start working through some of the things that are hurting/frustrating you right now. Sometimes having a person not really involved in your life whether friend, counselor, whomever can help by just being an outlet and making things seem less overwhelming. Talking to someone is obviously not going to fix everything and may at times make it feel a bit worse but hopefully it help you find at least some small ways day to day to make it easier for yourself. Sometimes at least being able to admit to someone else that everything's not ok without worrying about letting then down or making them unhappy can be a huge relief.
Hang in there and let me know if there's anything I can do -R
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Hang in there and let me know if there's anything I can do -R
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