Feb 03, 2004 18:46
a lady came to see my house today. seems my mom is selling this house which means that i am going to move again. i dont know to where though. my mom says it will take a while before someone decides to buy this house. but until then she doesnt know where to move to. i do want to stay here. but if we move it really doesnt make a difference. i have made some friends here worth calling friends. i wonder if i were to move if my abscence would matter to anyone. i would feel emptiness. right now is all i have. everything else has been deleted and im ready for what is now.
sals getting a job. i wonder if we would still be able to communicate the same after he gets a job or if we will ever be able to hang out again. sals distance only fustrates me.
going to a show this friday. i guess if sal doesnt go, ill take my little friend lesly along, didnt know she was into emo music.
everyone is starting to find someone to fill their emptiness, i have yet to fill mine.