May 25, 2011 15:53
It's bad. Like *really* bad. My bank balance has been on negative the past 6 months and I can't seem to fix it.
Food got really expensive, and medical insurance that I'm paying on my own so I don't have to rely on Brazilian public health care. With that, all my money is gone before I can work on fixing the balance.
This on top of depression is making every day difficult to get out of bed.
I have no desire of living, cause what's the point? The more I work, more tired I get and less money I have.
I try to ignore all that and just breathe, but it's like a weight I'm pushing behind and sometimes it catches me and knocks me down.