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I haven't done one of these in a LONG time:
10 years ago today, I would have been...
1. 19 years old and very confused about life
2. I was dying to leave my mothers hold
3. I was very fragile and emotionally a wreck
5 years ago today, I would have been...
1. 24 and working out daily
2. Arthur and I had drifted and I was about to meet my future husband
3. Living alone and fiercely strong and independent
3 years ago today, I would have been...
1. 26 and about to get married
2. Traveling and making money
3. Thinking about the future
1 year ago today, I was...
1. Getting ready to celebrate Sebastian's 1st birthday
2. Working out like a dog and gaining weight
3. Dealing with migraines
So far this year, I have...
1. Moved into a bigger place
2. Visited In-Laws in FL
3. Gotten my first yucky cold
Yesterday, I...
1. Went grocery shopping
2. Did laundry and watched Cars with Sebastian
3. Organized our bathroom
Today, I...
1. Got late to work
2. Need to fix my dads glasses that Sebastian broke
3. Baking wild caught Cod and making rice
Tomorrow, I...
1. Will get to work on time
2. Have dinner ready when I arrive home via crockpot
3. Work Out
When I look at myself 10 years ago, I really want to hug her(me) and tell her it was all going to be ok. I would tell her that Mother wouldn't change and to not expect her to get any better, but to learn to ignore her snarky/nasty comments a lot more. I would tell her that she was worth to be treated better than the men in her life currently were. That I was really annoying and possibly needed a therapist to really talk to because the people in my life couldn't understand the pain in my heart and never would. I know we live and learn, and I did a lot of living and learning because it led me to a place I am SO thankful to be in. I try to imagine how my life would have been had I never met James. I can't imagine living without this kind of love in my heart, planted carefully by a man that can't imagine life without me. A man that thinks I am an awesome wife, but an even greater mother. A man that thinks about his family first before he even begins to think about himself. <3
10 years ago today, I would have been...
1. 19 years old and very confused about life
2. I was dying to leave my mothers hold
3. I was very fragile and emotionally a wreck
5 years ago today, I would have been...
1. 24 and working out daily
2. Arthur and I had drifted and I was about to meet my future husband
3. Living alone and fiercely strong and independent
3 years ago today, I would have been...
1. 26 and about to get married
2. Traveling and making money
3. Thinking about the future
1 year ago today, I was...
1. Getting ready to celebrate Sebastian's 1st birthday
2. Working out like a dog and gaining weight
3. Dealing with migraines
So far this year, I have...
1. Moved into a bigger place
2. Visited In-Laws in FL
3. Gotten my first yucky cold
Yesterday, I...
1. Went grocery shopping
2. Did laundry and watched Cars with Sebastian
3. Organized our bathroom
Today, I...
1. Got late to work
2. Need to fix my dads glasses that Sebastian broke
3. Baking wild caught Cod and making rice
Tomorrow, I...
1. Will get to work on time
2. Have dinner ready when I arrive home via crockpot
3. Work Out
When I look at myself 10 years ago, I really want to hug her(me) and tell her it was all going to be ok. I would tell her that Mother wouldn't change and to not expect her to get any better, but to learn to ignore her snarky/nasty comments a lot more. I would tell her that she was worth to be treated better than the men in her life currently were. That I was really annoying and possibly needed a therapist to really talk to because the people in my life couldn't understand the pain in my heart and never would. I know we live and learn, and I did a lot of living and learning because it led me to a place I am SO thankful to be in. I try to imagine how my life would have been had I never met James. I can't imagine living without this kind of love in my heart, planted carefully by a man that can't imagine life without me. A man that thinks I am an awesome wife, but an even greater mother. A man that thinks about his family first before he even begins to think about himself. <3