Fake Powers are Useless
My stomach hurts today and I am not feeling very hungry.
I'm also exhausted.
Sometimes I feel like people think I'm nuts, or really out of it.
Have you ever met someone and felt inclined to them? Like you just had to talk to them? I get that here and there; this time, it was with my Literature teacher. I'm really good at picking up "energies" from people, and she was sending some really strong ones out. I politely asked her if I could read her, and I started spewing and she got teary eyed. I wanted to cry. I made her a charm of gems and told her to carry it with her. She quickly attached it to her purse. She's one of those women that needs a lot of love, and a really strong friend. I dunno why, but i just feel a strong connection to her and want to see her happy.
I'm sure by the end of our 30 minute convo I sounded like a crazy woman, but she asked me to bring in my tarot cards and continue to read her if I wanted. She was extremely nice about it. I've had my share of people offended by it, so it was nice to feel welcomed.
I started feeling a little hungry and realized that since I didn't bring lunch today, I will have to go buy something. Its also payday, so I went to grab my card to pay a bill and realized I dunno where the hell it is. I put gas in the car yesterday b4 class and I don't remember where I stuffed it. I'm so pissed, and of course, now I'm hungry. An hour after I texted him, James confirmed my Debit Card is in the pants I wore yesterday. No lunch for me today.
Also, the low cal pot pie was NOT great. James liked it a lot, but he is a very traditional eater. It lacked... flavor, LOTS of it. I call it white people food because it was really bland to me, but James thought it was delicious.
Today is effin unbelievable. Our dept. is non-stop doing different projects, so we don't all come in at the same time so some of us stay later to be here with the boss who leaves late. HR didn't like that and just came up to give us this huge lecture and pretty much threatened to fire us. My boss sat there with her arms over her chest and said "I can't do anything about it" - how about saying 'I like the way this works and its efficient, let me handle their hours" ? Why are you VP if you can't run/organize your own dept. ? I think we all ended up with a '1st offense - verbal warning' - This is BS. I seriously cannot wait to graduate so I can get the hell out of this nazi-society killing company.
I'm also really tired. Tonight, I am going straight to bed after class. Its one of my favorite nights of the week (Ugly Betty/Grays Anatomy) but I cannot afford to lose this job for now. I will be in here at 6:55am if it kills me.
I'm also exhausted.
Sometimes I feel like people think I'm nuts, or really out of it.
Have you ever met someone and felt inclined to them? Like you just had to talk to them? I get that here and there; this time, it was with my Literature teacher. I'm really good at picking up "energies" from people, and she was sending some really strong ones out. I politely asked her if I could read her, and I started spewing and she got teary eyed. I wanted to cry. I made her a charm of gems and told her to carry it with her. She quickly attached it to her purse. She's one of those women that needs a lot of love, and a really strong friend. I dunno why, but i just feel a strong connection to her and want to see her happy.
I'm sure by the end of our 30 minute convo I sounded like a crazy woman, but she asked me to bring in my tarot cards and continue to read her if I wanted. She was extremely nice about it. I've had my share of people offended by it, so it was nice to feel welcomed.
I started feeling a little hungry and realized that since I didn't bring lunch today, I will have to go buy something. Its also payday, so I went to grab my card to pay a bill and realized I dunno where the hell it is. I put gas in the car yesterday b4 class and I don't remember where I stuffed it. I'm so pissed, and of course, now I'm hungry. An hour after I texted him, James confirmed my Debit Card is in the pants I wore yesterday. No lunch for me today.
Also, the low cal pot pie was NOT great. James liked it a lot, but he is a very traditional eater. It lacked... flavor, LOTS of it. I call it white people food because it was really bland to me, but James thought it was delicious.
Today is effin unbelievable. Our dept. is non-stop doing different projects, so we don't all come in at the same time so some of us stay later to be here with the boss who leaves late. HR didn't like that and just came up to give us this huge lecture and pretty much threatened to fire us. My boss sat there with her arms over her chest and said "I can't do anything about it" - how about saying 'I like the way this works and its efficient, let me handle their hours" ? Why are you VP if you can't run/organize your own dept. ? I think we all ended up with a '1st offense - verbal warning' - This is BS. I seriously cannot wait to graduate so I can get the hell out of this nazi-society killing company.
I'm also really tired. Tonight, I am going straight to bed after class. Its one of my favorite nights of the week (Ugly Betty/Grays Anatomy) but I cannot afford to lose this job for now. I will be in here at 6:55am if it kills me.