Love me forever? :-*
I miss Ryan so much right now. We had a lot of fun yesterday hanging around his house and playing trivia. I think it was one of our better dates. I love him so much and he tells me that he loves me with all of his heart and he will never leave me. And i will never leave him. So where do we go from there? We've still got school and we'll still be doing so many new things. How does love survive? But i'm still clinging to the notion that love conquers all, and ryan has told me time and again that we'll both make it through together. And i believe him. Despite everything my head tells me, and no matter how much i want to discuss and analyze, love could never be a thing to analyze or pin down and examine. I need to follow my heart. And my heart tells me that i love ryan and i will follow him as far as we both want to go.
Yesterday we went to Eckerd to get some camera batteries and the lady at the counter asked if Ryan and I were married. Well later on i told him about that and he asked what i said. I had told her yes, because at first i had made a weird noise because i hadn't heard the question. I guess she had assumed i said yes because she kept referring to him as my husband she sees walking from Max and Erma's. I just went along. When i told him this he said i should consider him my husband, because that's how he sees us. :D yay!
I can't get enough of him. I love my man. He keeps insisting that we will get married and he will propose when i turn 22. How sweet is that? He actually asked me to promise to marry him! I did, and he did the same. :D I'm gonna get him the bestest b-day present ever!!!
Well...my fingers hurt from typing. I think i need to go read for a while.
I LOVE RYAN!!!!!!!!!!
Yesterday we went to Eckerd to get some camera batteries and the lady at the counter asked if Ryan and I were married. Well later on i told him about that and he asked what i said. I had told her yes, because at first i had made a weird noise because i hadn't heard the question. I guess she had assumed i said yes because she kept referring to him as my husband she sees walking from Max and Erma's. I just went along. When i told him this he said i should consider him my husband, because that's how he sees us. :D yay!
I can't get enough of him. I love my man. He keeps insisting that we will get married and he will propose when i turn 22. How sweet is that? He actually asked me to promise to marry him! I did, and he did the same. :D I'm gonna get him the bestest b-day present ever!!!
Well...my fingers hurt from typing. I think i need to go read for a while.
I LOVE RYAN!!!!!!!!!!