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I am anxiously awaiting new years to come. A new year. A new beginning. I can once again wipe my slate clean and start over. I always belived that the way you spend your new year will reflect on the year to come. Last year I spent it in a room full of strangers and the whole eyar I've met tons of new people. The year before that, I was alone and I spent the year miserable. I can't wait to see what the new year holds.
I've already started getting rid of the old. I cleared most of the guys names out of my cell phone. I am finally admitting that I am materialistic and getting rid of the losers that have yet to show me they have anything to offer. Including...Gus, Juan, Eddie, Art, Fernie, Fabian, Marlon, and Victor, I'm keeping cuz he never made any promises and always kept it real with me. I got rid of Gus tonight. It seems he sold his car and wanted me to go for him to pick him up, bring him ot my sisters, have sex with him and take him back. excuse me?!?!? What about all the times he had his car and his stupid excuses for not going for me?? I have stated it before and I'll say it again...I dont chase them, they chase me, and if they cannot understand that, then they need to move on. I might sound really stuck up and full of it, but I'm tired of downplaying myself. I'm precious and they should be lucky I even talk to them dammit! So I told gus to go suck a nut and that was that. I refuse to start the new year pissed and wonderin about what ever happened to "that guy". At least....at least with Larry, he understands that I like to shown a good time and is loose with his wallet. lol.
Oh!!!! I have a new pet peeve when it comes to men. They all say "why dont you come over to my house?" Instead of taking me out, instead of spending money on me, what the fuck is that??!? All the men, sorry..boys above have asked me that. Umm..no! And then they all say the same thing afterwards, "We dont have to do anything you dont wanna do..." When you know what they are expecting and they are such losers!! omg! gag me!! What ever happend to wooing a girl and trying to impress her?? At least...i hate to keep bringing up the example, Larry at least tried to show he was better. Come on he did push ups for cryign out loud! lol.
I just realized I'm suddenly interested in Larry. not good. at all.
I spoke to my ex-gf tamika today. I told her her I still love her. I didnt mean it as in, "omg, i need you!" I meant in the way that she will always have a special place in my heart. She's happy in her relationship and i'm happy for her. :0)
I wonder what Tony's doing.....*sigh*
Well HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!!!
I've already started getting rid of the old. I cleared most of the guys names out of my cell phone. I am finally admitting that I am materialistic and getting rid of the losers that have yet to show me they have anything to offer. Including...Gus, Juan, Eddie, Art, Fernie, Fabian, Marlon, and Victor, I'm keeping cuz he never made any promises and always kept it real with me. I got rid of Gus tonight. It seems he sold his car and wanted me to go for him to pick him up, bring him ot my sisters, have sex with him and take him back. excuse me?!?!? What about all the times he had his car and his stupid excuses for not going for me?? I have stated it before and I'll say it again...I dont chase them, they chase me, and if they cannot understand that, then they need to move on. I might sound really stuck up and full of it, but I'm tired of downplaying myself. I'm precious and they should be lucky I even talk to them dammit! So I told gus to go suck a nut and that was that. I refuse to start the new year pissed and wonderin about what ever happened to "that guy". At least....at least with Larry, he understands that I like to shown a good time and is loose with his wallet. lol.
Oh!!!! I have a new pet peeve when it comes to men. They all say "why dont you come over to my house?" Instead of taking me out, instead of spending money on me, what the fuck is that??!? All the men, sorry..boys above have asked me that. Umm..no! And then they all say the same thing afterwards, "We dont have to do anything you dont wanna do..." When you know what they are expecting and they are such losers!! omg! gag me!! What ever happend to wooing a girl and trying to impress her?? At least...i hate to keep bringing up the example, Larry at least tried to show he was better. Come on he did push ups for cryign out loud! lol.
I just realized I'm suddenly interested in Larry. not good. at all.
I spoke to my ex-gf tamika today. I told her her I still love her. I didnt mean it as in, "omg, i need you!" I meant in the way that she will always have a special place in my heart. She's happy in her relationship and i'm happy for her. :0)
I wonder what Tony's doing.....*sigh*
Well HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!!!