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ok so I spoke to soon about me and Gus. Apparently I was the only one who took that next step. Can anyone say "stupidass!" ? Well, shit, how did he think I was going to do those things to him. I don't do them with guys I just meet and I ain't no booty call. He said if I wanted to consider us a couple, he was ok with it. Hmmmm? I just told him that if he's not ready for it, I'm not gonna pressure him. He said he was but, ah hell, I dont know. So am I with him? I guess....kinda. I don't know. I'm just kicking back on it til he decides he wants me as his gf. alot of I dont knows, huh? Yeah I know. lmao. Anyway.
I'm stressing. I need a job to pay for my xmas gifts. After school starts I can quit but I need something for now. I went back to West and then before they called my name, I left. I dont need to scrape the bottom of the barrel. I still have some dignity left. I'll make a list and go tomorrow morning. Well see how it turns out.
I spoke to Adrian the other night. I was already having a screwed up day and he was the one that set off the bomb. I let him have it. From how if I had someone stupid enough to pay for all my crap plus my kids stuff that isnt even theirs, I'd marry her too before she got away, to how he needs to grow up and quit acting like he's a thug, He ain't shit, never was shit, never will be shit. 10 years from now, he'll still be leaching off women or his mom. He'll never change. He needs to pay for his kids and quit acting a fool. Then i let him have it that why is he telling me that he doesnt want kids with Lynette and he tells his family they are trying. Bitch can't even have kids!! He asked what business is it of mine that i need to know if they are trying ot make a baby or not....I told him that if he cant take care of the ones he had with me he has no business trying to make anymore. I think he knows he cant get her pregnant and that why he tells his family that they are trying. No matter what they do, she only has one ovary or something like that. It's not impossible but it's gonna be pretty damn hard. Then with Adrian's smoking habit, and her age, I truly doubt anything will be concieved. I hope that Alex kicks his ass when he gets over here.
Yeah, he's coming for Thanksgiving. I'm very very excited. He wants to party. I told him I'd hit the club with him for a bit. But I dont know if I want to introduce Alex to Gus. Alex is overprotective as it is and very very affectionate. I don't want Gus thinking wrong or anything. Although, everybody else does.
Well immma go and get to job hunting, ttyl peace
I'm stressing. I need a job to pay for my xmas gifts. After school starts I can quit but I need something for now. I went back to West and then before they called my name, I left. I dont need to scrape the bottom of the barrel. I still have some dignity left. I'll make a list and go tomorrow morning. Well see how it turns out.
I spoke to Adrian the other night. I was already having a screwed up day and he was the one that set off the bomb. I let him have it. From how if I had someone stupid enough to pay for all my crap plus my kids stuff that isnt even theirs, I'd marry her too before she got away, to how he needs to grow up and quit acting like he's a thug, He ain't shit, never was shit, never will be shit. 10 years from now, he'll still be leaching off women or his mom. He'll never change. He needs to pay for his kids and quit acting a fool. Then i let him have it that why is he telling me that he doesnt want kids with Lynette and he tells his family they are trying. Bitch can't even have kids!! He asked what business is it of mine that i need to know if they are trying ot make a baby or not....I told him that if he cant take care of the ones he had with me he has no business trying to make anymore. I think he knows he cant get her pregnant and that why he tells his family that they are trying. No matter what they do, she only has one ovary or something like that. It's not impossible but it's gonna be pretty damn hard. Then with Adrian's smoking habit, and her age, I truly doubt anything will be concieved. I hope that Alex kicks his ass when he gets over here.
Yeah, he's coming for Thanksgiving. I'm very very excited. He wants to party. I told him I'd hit the club with him for a bit. But I dont know if I want to introduce Alex to Gus. Alex is overprotective as it is and very very affectionate. I don't want Gus thinking wrong or anything. Although, everybody else does.
Well immma go and get to job hunting, ttyl peace