im back?!

[evil_ginius]

shit... been a long time since i have written in this but i guess i have time now. So much has happened over these couple of months and i feel that its just the beginning. I have been hitting the party scene very hard and have made it a routine. The party's i go to make me feel great and make me remember that all the people i hang out with are fucken chill and have made me forget about my troubled past. I haven't been getting drunk as crazy but when i do i never throw up?! shit as people may say that is very rare and i take that as a compliment. I have just been a watcher in this world and have noticed many things about myself that i would like to change, but some are to hard to get rid of. I know due time there would be a person that would change my life once again and lead me to that path that i've been seeking.
I have been waiting for summer and have been anticipating my trip o mexico were all my family resides. I have been here with my family for so long that I have gotten used to not having a cousin or uncle that can teach me new things or take me out to see something new. I have always been looking for those better dayz and when they come that is when i will be happy. I'm looking forward to graduation but I am not a fucken freak about it. I look forward to change and new adventures to get caught up in. i miss my old friends and how we used to kick it. Most of them have changed but they will continue to be cool with me because i have those memories to look back at and realize they were all good people at one point.
now i will sit back and listen to some Pac and try to get some studying in there.