Aug 12, 2011 00:14
currently considering just quit writing FF....
twatter scared me -.-
people post random shit like "katherine, linda and reila are more than just names to you" "singing a song and mentally hearing Ruki's voice" "seeing the live performance and doing furi along to a song" just to name the rather "normal" posts....uhm.... whatever
now.....tracklist for the new album has been released, so.. OMG A TRACKLIST!! loads of fangirls start drooling/nosebleeding/whatever well....the album won't be released for another few months, so why bother releasing a TRACKLIST?? SRSLY??? it's just a bunch of random (weird) titles, they tell us NOTHING about the songs themselves -.-
then...what pisses me off the most is stupid little fangirls complaining about how I fuck up THEIR VKei and telling me I'm a BAD BAD FAN, cuz I don't dress up, I don't cosplay, I don't do furi, I don't like some songs, I don't drool about each and every little thing the band ever does
well, fuck you, I probably have a lot more respect for the artists than you will EVER have...I don't write BS yaoi stories (I used to read them years ago, now I find it gross and disrespectful) I don't let them die in my small little FF, I don't worship them like GODS or something,
yet I have Uruha's name tattooed on my back, and the pentagrams of his guitar pick on my shoulders, just because he's an amazing person, even though I don't know him IRL nor will I ever, but he's had a huge influence on me.... BUT he's just a human being like any other, there's no need to worship them like gods,
I've met enough musicians to know they want to be treated like any other persons, except JJ, but he's an ass,
this is why I turned away from vk and japan until recently....and this is why I feel like just deleting every song or picture or every contact in fb/twatter/whatever that has ANYTHING to do with it..... srsly.....fangirls make me sick......