Sooo Yeah....
As usual, life sucks. There doesn't seem to be a lot of point or meaning left to it. Kind of go on with it in this daze. Today I caught myself staring at the lamp and light bulb; sadly to say, I wasn't fucked up. I just was zoning. y internet friends drive me crazy, my live friends are virtually non-existant besides Ryan and that's touch and go at best. My cat has serious mental issues. Maybe he's rubbing off on me, or vice versa. Who knows?
I never talk to Jay. I assume one of us died but forgot to tell the other.
I put some clothing in layaway, now I only hope that they'll fit me. LOL My mom is making my dad go on a diet since none of his pants fit and he had to try on four pairs before church Sunday. I told her I should go on a diet with him. So yeah whatever. lol I'm fat.
I'm drinkin the hell out of juice lately and I'm kind of excited that it's summer time. During the summer I find it too hot to eat or smoke so maybe I'll lose some weight and quit smoking.....well the thought was nice while it lasted.
Anyways I dont have a lot I want to say today. I have a lot to say but I don't want to talk about it right now. You know.
Also you can find me on yahoo messenger as farakhalis_girl. I figure if I throw that in here maybe I'll have someone to talk to in the daytime. lol Maybe not
Ciao people.
I never talk to Jay. I assume one of us died but forgot to tell the other.
I put some clothing in layaway, now I only hope that they'll fit me. LOL My mom is making my dad go on a diet since none of his pants fit and he had to try on four pairs before church Sunday. I told her I should go on a diet with him. So yeah whatever. lol I'm fat.
I'm drinkin the hell out of juice lately and I'm kind of excited that it's summer time. During the summer I find it too hot to eat or smoke so maybe I'll lose some weight and quit smoking.....well the thought was nice while it lasted.
Anyways I dont have a lot I want to say today. I have a lot to say but I don't want to talk about it right now. You know.
Also you can find me on yahoo messenger as farakhalis_girl. I figure if I throw that in here maybe I'll have someone to talk to in the daytime. lol Maybe not
Ciao people.