mehness!!
well. i havent written here in soo fucking long. i kinda neglected livejournal after stuff happened... and for those person(s) involved, im sorry, and i still like you, but i cant do that kind of thing ever again... so yup... listening to
Avenged Sevenfold-Unholy Confessions... i like this song. ive been depressed.. but saying that makes me feel bad, because i know there are people out there who have more of a right to say that, my problems aint shit... but still... my girlfriend keeps asking me if im happy with her, and i always say yes, but i find myself questioning myself... do i? could i spend the rest of my life with her... i cant ansewer that... and i dont want to hurt her.. especially seeing as she always says "if i lose you ill die, your all i live for...." so what am i supposed to do? some one help me. i dont want to break up with her, i jsut dont know if im happy with her.
her family thinks im a lazy ass(i probably am) and her mom thinks im not worth shit(im not) but i just dont know what to do.. i dont deserve anybody.. and she deserves alot better... i feel like crying every time i think about it... oh well, more feelings i can lock away to contribute to my insanity fund...
im on unsure ground..i dont know who still likes me as a friend.. a bunch of shit has happened on different sides, and im only sure of like 3 or 4 friends... so if you read this and are still my friend let me know.. bye
Avenged Sevenfold-Unholy Confessions... i like this song. ive been depressed.. but saying that makes me feel bad, because i know there are people out there who have more of a right to say that, my problems aint shit... but still... my girlfriend keeps asking me if im happy with her, and i always say yes, but i find myself questioning myself... do i? could i spend the rest of my life with her... i cant ansewer that... and i dont want to hurt her.. especially seeing as she always says "if i lose you ill die, your all i live for...." so what am i supposed to do? some one help me. i dont want to break up with her, i jsut dont know if im happy with her.
her family thinks im a lazy ass(i probably am) and her mom thinks im not worth shit(im not) but i just dont know what to do.. i dont deserve anybody.. and she deserves alot better... i feel like crying every time i think about it... oh well, more feelings i can lock away to contribute to my insanity fund...
im on unsure ground..i dont know who still likes me as a friend.. a bunch of shit has happened on different sides, and im only sure of like 3 or 4 friends... so if you read this and are still my friend let me know.. bye