you dont understand me
well i feel an update is due. as i haven't updated in ages im quite sure i can't remember any of what i have done. So i shall start with the weekend.
Friday: Went into town and met Kelly and Joe at 3 oclock with Callum. At night we went to the cinema and saw "The Day After Tomorrow". It wasnt actually that bad. I thought it was going to be a lot worse actually. Although there really wasn't that much of a story line to it i can't deny that the special effects were outstanding.
Saturday went into town and met Reese and Clare. Also bumped into Shivonne and Craig. Amazing seeing them again. Walked about and then bumped into Martin and Tam. When i say bumped into i really mean i saw them walking down the street and i ran and jumped on Martin. lol. I was saying goodbyes to them when Callum Clare and Reese all walked away. So i thought i would just go and hang with Martin and Tam.
Later went into central and saw the usual people. Then saw kat. That was cool. Hadn't seen or spoke to her in like a week. So that was different. People went to catty and i said goodbyes. Ryan then walked into central. So we got him to come to cinema with us. So ryan joe and reese went and saw 50 first dates. Really funny film. Just downloaded it there actually lol.
at night just sat on msn being melodramatic. but my headache was so sore. so i came offline and watched Ice Hockey. Stanley cup final. ooooooo.. although i dont like either of the teams in the final still, always good to watch Ice Hockey.
Today i have worked my ass off to get my college project complete. That way i can hand it in sooner and get it back to make any corrections if needed. Im aiming for merit now as i have already been given the pass.
I started talking to someone again, that i never thought i would. And im not too sure if i should continue to talk to them. Its a weird situation and i don't even wanna start writting it.. but the basis is that i dont know if i could stop myself from talking to them again. sorry i can't say anymore on this.
But still its nice to actually feel appreciated by someone for once. Instead of me alwys helping them and then being thrown away like trash *sounds like im taking a dig*
erm, nothing else to say really.. except ive being feeling really weird this week. My paranioa i think has gotten worse. Its becomming a problem. But i dont feel comfortable talking about it on this.
without love, breath is just a clock...ticking
Friday: Went into town and met Kelly and Joe at 3 oclock with Callum. At night we went to the cinema and saw "The Day After Tomorrow". It wasnt actually that bad. I thought it was going to be a lot worse actually. Although there really wasn't that much of a story line to it i can't deny that the special effects were outstanding.
Saturday went into town and met Reese and Clare. Also bumped into Shivonne and Craig. Amazing seeing them again. Walked about and then bumped into Martin and Tam. When i say bumped into i really mean i saw them walking down the street and i ran and jumped on Martin. lol. I was saying goodbyes to them when Callum Clare and Reese all walked away. So i thought i would just go and hang with Martin and Tam.
Later went into central and saw the usual people. Then saw kat. That was cool. Hadn't seen or spoke to her in like a week. So that was different. People went to catty and i said goodbyes. Ryan then walked into central. So we got him to come to cinema with us. So ryan joe and reese went and saw 50 first dates. Really funny film. Just downloaded it there actually lol.
at night just sat on msn being melodramatic. but my headache was so sore. so i came offline and watched Ice Hockey. Stanley cup final. ooooooo.. although i dont like either of the teams in the final still, always good to watch Ice Hockey.
Today i have worked my ass off to get my college project complete. That way i can hand it in sooner and get it back to make any corrections if needed. Im aiming for merit now as i have already been given the pass.
I started talking to someone again, that i never thought i would. And im not too sure if i should continue to talk to them. Its a weird situation and i don't even wanna start writting it.. but the basis is that i dont know if i could stop myself from talking to them again. sorry i can't say anymore on this.
But still its nice to actually feel appreciated by someone for once. Instead of me alwys helping them and then being thrown away like trash *sounds like im taking a dig*
erm, nothing else to say really.. except ive being feeling really weird this week. My paranioa i think has gotten worse. Its becomming a problem. But i dont feel comfortable talking about it on this.
without love, breath is just a clock...ticking