well it has took me all afternoon to actually sign in to msn, that i have completely forgot what i was wanting to write in my update. I could start a rant about everything, but theres no point. It would just be the same as usual and im sure people would get pissed off with it. So i will just update with what i have been doing recently.
on Monday i went to college then into town. Met up with Bam and Joe then went round and got Kelly at Borders. Walked about most the day and hung about aswell. At night most people went to the Ocean Fracture gig at Rockers. But as i didnt have that much money i decided not to bother going. Evetually decided to go back to Bams. Had an interesting coversation with my mum when i phoned to say im staying over. lol.
Had a really good night. Mainly sat about talking, watching random tv and videos and eating. Although i hardly ate :S. When i got my bed thingy down from Bams brothers room holly jumped on it and started to sleep lol. But she eventually went and slept in the chair. So i was free :P.
Got up about 6 and had breakfest, then went to bed again until about 10. Weird lol. Didnt go to college as i didnt see the point. Got up and cleaned up my mess while Bam was getting ready. Then got a bus down to trainstation. Said goodbyes and got train to anniesland. Got off and waited like 30 mins for a bus. Was raging. Came home and just lazed about until went out to gig.
Mosh gig wasnt too good. Mosh played good as usual. Like their new song. The other bands i didnt like. Not my style.
Came home then passed out as i was so tired.
Today i woke up at 6.30 and i couldn't see the point in going to college. As all i had to do from 9-12 was sit on the Internet i thought it was best to get some sleep.
I know i wasnt going to say anything, but i hate feeling like this. Its my own fault. I have came to a stage of Paranoia(sp) that makes me feel worse. I can't just trust people. Its sad. Really i have a problem. Ive tried to talk to people but i dont know if they understand or even care. Im always feeling like the world is against me. I havent felt this way since i stopped talking to someone important a while ago. And now its back. So thats why im worrying so much.
Anyone who understands that should get a medal.
Forced conversation, hidden agenda, you think we're
stupid how dare you! The rug has not been pulled over
our eyes you fool, we can see right through!
Tip toeing villain, eyes in the ceiling, your false intentions
have worns thin... But we've been in your room and in your
closet too, we've got one on you!
Lies... make it better
Lies... are forever
Lies... to go home to
Lies... to wake up to
Lies... from the altar
Lies... make you falter
Lies... keep your mouth fed
Lies... till your death bed... lies
Inside an office, a fallen angel, a smiling Buddha with
snake eyes, Creates the latest trends, and
I just can't pretend, don't call me your friend!
Lies... make it better
Lies... are forever
Lies... to go home to
Lies... to wake up to
Lies... from the altar
Lies... make you falter
Lies... keep your mouth fed
Lies... till your death bed... lies
Lies... make it better
Lies... are forever
Lies... to go home to
Lies... to wake up to
Lies... from the altar
Lies... make you falter
Lies... keep your mouth fed
Lies... till your death bed... lies
Lies will come back to hunt you...
bullet proof your limousine
Lies will come back to hunt you...
hit and run a broken dream!
Lies... make it better
Lies... are forever
Lies... to go home to
Lies... to wake up to
Lies... from the altar
Lies... make you falter
Lies... keep your mouth fed
Lies... till your death bed... lies
dave.