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Maybe, just maybe i'd like to spend more than 5 minutes in the dinning hall. maybe i'd like to sit around and socailize for awhile. and actually enjoy a meal. haha. not here i guess. i grew up in a house where the rule was you eat what you get or go hungry. so i'm not a picky eater. i eat just about anything. for once i wish that i could find someone who shares this with me. someone i could go eat with and socailize and have fun like the begining of freshmen year. i get so sick of hearing everyone always complain. it just makes me wish i had stayed in my room and starved b/c when i go down there i end up still being hungry anyway cuz no one wants to wait until ur done eating. all they want to do is complain and get out of there. so here i am once again going hungry for other people. sometimes it just bothers me so bad. maybe i need to eat alone. maybe i just need to not eat. i could stand to lose the weight.