Downtime.

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i haven't been in focus lately. it's like, day after day, i've got my head on wrong. i seem okay on the outside, but i feel so displaced. imbalanced. can't sleep. can't breathe. i feel so stifled. i just want to take a few days break.

i need to go to the beach.

i need time alone. i need to get away.

i want to see my friends.

hoy, Aish, Chris. Miss ko na kayo!!! kita naman tayo this Sunday!!!

Let's watch a movie or eat or go dv or tiendesitas, or something!!!

I just need to get my head on straight. i have no idea what's wrong with me. i just know that something IS.

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more updates on being girly.

i've given up. working on a girly look is just too...time consuming. and the annoying part is, of course if the faceness is pretty, so should the hair, AND THE HAIR TAKES TOO MUCH TIME TO STYLE, dammit! I can't waste an hour each day just to get my curls right!

so, i've decided to stay regular on the regular. and be girly, when in need!!!!

OHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO!!!!
*define "need": when i need to go out. especially when and if i go out with well...someone i like.

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More on Chris:

I saw Chris Luis just a few moments ago. I just stood there. like a tree. staring and waving in the wind. annoying, really. how my iq drops to maggot-level, when i see him.

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anyway, CHRIS, AISH! Kita tayoh!!! I want to go out this weekend!!! let's go out!!!

much love,

-j