(no subject)
Rightoh... went to bed and got to thinking, so here's my thoughts, coz they got too big to just be thought in bed.
I want to say thank you to some people, and to remind them that I really really appreciate them, and to say sorry if I don't always show it! (especially recently)
In alphabetical order:
ANDY
CHRIS
DAVE
HELEN
JAMES
JANET
JULIAN
NIK
PAUL
I LOVE YOU ALL. VERY VERY MUCH.
By I love you I mean that there have been times in the past when I've wanted to do things (or not do things) and haven't (or have) done them because I knew it would hurt/nark you if I did (didn't). Sometimes small things, sometimes big things. None of them I regret. And I would do it again. Your happiness is incredibly important to me, and I want you guys to know that I would much rather make myself miserable than you guys, and that I guilt trip myself every time I hurt you.
Ok, that sounds like me praising myself. I'm not. I know that all of you have done the same for me, probably more times than I can count, and that all of you would do it again. That's why you're my friends and I love you.
I know I'm not always easy to live with, and I appreciate you guys putting up with me! REALLY!
OK. Me done now. I know most of the people on that list won't even ever see this, but that's not what matters. I just wanted to put it out there...
I want to say thank you to some people, and to remind them that I really really appreciate them, and to say sorry if I don't always show it! (especially recently)
In alphabetical order:
ANDY
CHRIS
DAVE
HELEN
JAMES
JANET
JULIAN
NIK
PAUL
I LOVE YOU ALL. VERY VERY MUCH.
By I love you I mean that there have been times in the past when I've wanted to do things (or not do things) and haven't (or have) done them because I knew it would hurt/nark you if I did (didn't). Sometimes small things, sometimes big things. None of them I regret. And I would do it again. Your happiness is incredibly important to me, and I want you guys to know that I would much rather make myself miserable than you guys, and that I guilt trip myself every time I hurt you.
Ok, that sounds like me praising myself. I'm not. I know that all of you have done the same for me, probably more times than I can count, and that all of you would do it again. That's why you're my friends and I love you.
I know I'm not always easy to live with, and I appreciate you guys putting up with me! REALLY!
OK. Me done now. I know most of the people on that list won't even ever see this, but that's not what matters. I just wanted to put it out there...