May 10, 2004 12:05
I failed my play production class because one of my actresses didn't like me, no matter how nice I was. That is 5 classes I'm failing. I just want to die. No more pain or angush. Just Want death to come and take this tired soul of the burden of my life so that I won't be hurt any more. the girl that loves me is leaving to De Moins, Iowa on wed. and won't be back in 3 months. I am alone. Waiting for my final judgement. With the evils that I have done, I expect no symathy. I just wished it turned out better. This sat. I will peachese a katana. It will taste my own blood and no one elses. Let it taste and feed from the souls of evil to vanquish it. Like all in this situation, I must seam normal to some but others know. Life is a cruel joke ment to torment the souls of good. To test them to see how well they hold their spirits.