"Situation - Never What You Want It To Be"
Amen. I'm bored... Nothing's right. Nor is it wrong. I'm just wrestless and not quite content. I want to go back to MBC. And be productive.
Things really aren't that bad. I'm actually good. But... I'm bored. I need people. I don't have them here. It sucks. I want to not be alone. That's not an option. Or, I want to amuse myself by doing something. And getting paid. That's right. I am still jobless. I now have applied to 10 places. Ten. I have heard from one, saying they don't hire for the summer. How depressing.
To spice this up, I'll tell you about all the fun things I've done recently. The weekend before last, Matt came up. We had a great time. Well, I did, and I hope he did, too. Watched BoSox games. Went to Georgetown and DC, ate at Zaytinya! Yes! I miss him like mad crazy woah right now. Lauren graduated on Friday. Sweet! GCS is meh, but I am so proud of her, and it was wonderful! Al and I went on a picnic last week, which was relaxing and fun. :) Saw Priss Saturday. Always great. Later that night, mum and I went to see Woody Allen's Don't Drink The Water performed in Greenbelt. Hysterical, straight up, fantastic. Loved it. Very Woody Allen. Brilliant. Was reminded of how much I love the New Deal Cafe, and I'm dying to go there again sometime very soon, like this weekend, eh?
My accounting class is unforunately sucky. Monday and Wednesday evenings. I could do without, but it's required for the minor. Meh. Oh well, I'm doing well so far. *forced smile*
I want some fucking coffee. I haven't been having it regularly, and I wonder if that has something to do with my sleeping more. Or, if it's similar to the conundrum many housewives in the '50's had. They tended to sleep more than average and more than necessary given their labour. Maybe that's what's happening to me. I have too much time to myself, so I'm either sleeping or convincing myself to be unhappy. Hah!
Okay, I'm going to burn through some Beckett. <3
- Lucy Ann -