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you know, it's really hard to keep working for people, when you never feel appreciated. when you get yelled at and feel like they don't think you can handle anything. you know. and especially if it's a job you're not getting paid for. it's really effing hard to get yourself there when you have to.
i guess i'm sensitive or something. i guess i let it get to me. i thought i was better than this. i am better than this. so, i'm just not going to go. they're too busy to be bothered anyway. it doesn't matter. i don't give a crap about the "experience" i got. it's not worth it, in my opinion, even for the recomendation i was promised, when you have to work with people like that. fake, snoppy, fake people. ughhh. even though i've been told not to let it get to me, it has. and right now, with finals and everything, i just can't deal with it. so, i'm not going back. for now.
meh, i'm useless..
i guess i'm sensitive or something. i guess i let it get to me. i thought i was better than this. i am better than this. so, i'm just not going to go. they're too busy to be bothered anyway. it doesn't matter. i don't give a crap about the "experience" i got. it's not worth it, in my opinion, even for the recomendation i was promised, when you have to work with people like that. fake, snoppy, fake people. ughhh. even though i've been told not to let it get to me, it has. and right now, with finals and everything, i just can't deal with it. so, i'm not going back. for now.
meh, i'm useless..