OMEDETTOU MY LOVE
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It has been four years and still it feels like yesterday when I noticed Yuuta. "Omg that boy is so cute, the cutest thing I've ever seen!!" The shy and bit awkward boy dancing Inori in SC was the first thing that got my attention and I was in love. The next day I hurried to meet Jenni and proudly told her that Yuuta Tamamori is my favourite from Kisumai...I still remember that day....and that feeling. I will never forget it.
From the first moment I fell in love with his smile, the one thing that everyone used to tease him about, became the only smile in the world that made me happy even when I was feeling down. I wanted to protect him but of course that was impossible, in my mind I kept repeating ganbare, you can do it! I have my faith in you for always.
11 JUNE 2008
I have this protective feeling towards Yuta. He's the one person in this whole world I would never want to see getting hurt. I think that if I ever see him cry, a part of my heart would die. And I would kill the person who hurt him. The bad thing is that I can't protect him, ne. But I hope that he will meet someone that can ♥ Someone that appreciates him as who he is. So that he understands that he's perfect the way he is. n___n
These four years has gone so fast and he has grown up to be a man but still I feel like the same 16 years old girl who's heart skipped a beat everytime he appeared somewhere. Seeing his first solo and seeing him in Gokusen made me cry. He has become amazing. We are both now 20 and nothing in my fandom has changed. I still think that he is the cutest, most amazing and talented guy in whole Japan! He is still my number one.
Don't worry too much
When you really want to
You can do anything so you can work hard for it right? Everybody knows how hard you try.
When you feel insecure, just take a glance backwards.
I'm always on your side.
- Tamamori Yuta (in his last blog entry)
Yuuta, 愛してるよ ♥