first update of 2008
wow...the end of 2007 was just crazy
so much shit happened..
but thats the past now.
and here we are in 2008
a brand new year
and things haven't been great at all
i've grown inside my head though
but everything else is different
change always upsets me
i can't help it
i love to keep things the same
cuz it makes me happy to know how everything is gonna turn out
what i'll be doing
and all that crap
friends i had last year
aren't really friends this year
but its all good
its a learning experience for me
and trust me
I AM learning a lot.
the friends i've kept
i'm glad they're there still
i still have the same job
mervyns at basset
but i quit smoking 6 days ago
hoping to find something better
something that might involve computers?
something with a better pay, now thats for sure.
the family is still the same
well sorta?
after all the drama in 12/07
there's been conflict between my parents
i hate it
i really do
but what can i do?
nothing, thats between them.
its too much for our plate.
straight up.
i didn't make it to school this fall
but i hope to make it in the summer
NOT HOPE
but i will.
cuz i have the money
and the want.
i miss the knowledge
really really.
mann i found out some crazy shit
about my friend
or my "use to be" friend
:[ tss
makes me sad
like really bummed.
i didn't know it was possible to change THAT much.
and not for the best either.
fuck i miss him.
i really do
but at least i'm starting a friendship with his significant other.
:]
i want a boyfriend this year.
someone good.
someone who'll understand me
and my way of living
and the way shit is around here
won't judge me.
ugh.
i hope things get better this year.
i do i do.
i'm growing up
and its good for me
and if you don't like it
well you can just fuck off
cuz i'm sure i don't need you.
end<3
so much shit happened..
but thats the past now.
and here we are in 2008
a brand new year
and things haven't been great at all
i've grown inside my head though
but everything else is different
change always upsets me
i can't help it
i love to keep things the same
cuz it makes me happy to know how everything is gonna turn out
what i'll be doing
and all that crap
friends i had last year
aren't really friends this year
but its all good
its a learning experience for me
and trust me
I AM learning a lot.
the friends i've kept
i'm glad they're there still
i still have the same job
mervyns at basset
but i quit smoking 6 days ago
hoping to find something better
something that might involve computers?
something with a better pay, now thats for sure.
the family is still the same
well sorta?
after all the drama in 12/07
there's been conflict between my parents
i hate it
i really do
but what can i do?
nothing, thats between them.
its too much for our plate.
straight up.
i didn't make it to school this fall
but i hope to make it in the summer
NOT HOPE
but i will.
cuz i have the money
and the want.
i miss the knowledge
really really.
mann i found out some crazy shit
about my friend
or my "use to be" friend
:[ tss
makes me sad
like really bummed.
i didn't know it was possible to change THAT much.
and not for the best either.
fuck i miss him.
i really do
but at least i'm starting a friendship with his significant other.
:]
i want a boyfriend this year.
someone good.
someone who'll understand me
and my way of living
and the way shit is around here
won't judge me.
ugh.
i hope things get better this year.
i do i do.
i'm growing up
and its good for me
and if you don't like it
well you can just fuck off
cuz i'm sure i don't need you.
end<3