feelings:subdued

[everyyear]

im ok with an overdone father scrutinizing my motives.
and a red blinking light forming a halo over her head as she sleeps.
i can stand all the chunks of foundation strewn across my yard.
there will never be the same binding force between you and i.
im racing in and out of recognition.
im biting tendons and swallowing families whole.
i promise as long as i live to never show mercy again.
and dont worry about me forgetting.
i have an album.
its full of stamina.