Exsactly...
Things are strange now, very strange. Life is good, quite good. My situation is predictable, disturbingly predictable. My loses are negotable, easly negotable. My timeing is less then impecable...
At one time in my life, things made seense, and everything fell into its proper place. Now I feel a need to maticulessly place every aspect of my life, exsactly where I want it to be. And that makes seense to me. So what is going through my mind right now?
I am not sure.
At times I fear I have little if any controll over my situation, and that bothers me... but if I could controll every aspect of life, would I have it be any diferent then it is now?
Probly not.
I think I need a drink. Or an exsplenation.
At one time in my life, things made seense, and everything fell into its proper place. Now I feel a need to maticulessly place every aspect of my life, exsactly where I want it to be. And that makes seense to me. So what is going through my mind right now?
I am not sure.
At times I fear I have little if any controll over my situation, and that bothers me... but if I could controll every aspect of life, would I have it be any diferent then it is now?
Probly not.
I think I need a drink. Or an exsplenation.