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I need to stop fucking dying. God Britney. Ugggh. Okay anyway, hi. I'm not dead, contrary to popular belief. And I'm not dating Kevin whatshisface. No thanks. It's so old.. reading all those stories about me and Kevin. Yes, we dated at one point in time but, married to him? Oh no no no no. Yuck.
In reality, I'm marrying the man of my dreams in 23 days. I can't believe it. He is my heart, my soul, my everything. And I love him so much, it hurts sometimes, it brings tears to my eyes. Soon I'll be sharing my life with him.. and I can't wait. I wish it would've happened so much earlier.. but I had to go and screw that up. I'll never forgive myself for that.. but at least now, he's in my life again. I'm so much happier with him.. I'm truly myself with him.. honestly and truly. For awhile there after we broke up, I was completely off the deep end.. trying to find myself in everything, everyone. Looking for him. But now, everything's fallen into place.. and I'm where I should be. In his arms everynight, in his heart. I love you so much Justin.. and happy early anniversary :)
In other news, I haven't been around a lot because I've been in the studio like every single day. It's been recording and sleeping, that's my life. Justin's been pretty busy too.. and it's hard sometimes but we're making it work. I'm proud of him for all he's accomplishing.. there's no way I'm holding him back from his career. And he understands mine as well. Thought sometimes I still feel like a bad fiancee for not being around.
I'm exhausted.. so I'm going to go curl up to my man now. I love YOU Jamie.. and this weekend, if you're around, maybe we can go narrow down those wedding dresses.
Everyone else.. give me a call sometime.
In reality, I'm marrying the man of my dreams in 23 days. I can't believe it. He is my heart, my soul, my everything. And I love him so much, it hurts sometimes, it brings tears to my eyes. Soon I'll be sharing my life with him.. and I can't wait. I wish it would've happened so much earlier.. but I had to go and screw that up. I'll never forgive myself for that.. but at least now, he's in my life again. I'm so much happier with him.. I'm truly myself with him.. honestly and truly. For awhile there after we broke up, I was completely off the deep end.. trying to find myself in everything, everyone. Looking for him. But now, everything's fallen into place.. and I'm where I should be. In his arms everynight, in his heart. I love you so much Justin.. and happy early anniversary :)
In other news, I haven't been around a lot because I've been in the studio like every single day. It's been recording and sleeping, that's my life. Justin's been pretty busy too.. and it's hard sometimes but we're making it work. I'm proud of him for all he's accomplishing.. there's no way I'm holding him back from his career. And he understands mine as well. Thought sometimes I still feel like a bad fiancee for not being around.
I'm exhausted.. so I'm going to go curl up to my man now. I love YOU Jamie.. and this weekend, if you're around, maybe we can go narrow down those wedding dresses.
Everyone else.. give me a call sometime.