I Think
For asexuals there is no "Great Love"
But there is the "Great Friendship".
A friendship so deep and abiding, real and wonderful that it is something they wish could last forever.
And when it doesn't, it hurts.
I glorify the perfect Friendship. I am deeply touched by the loyalty, sharing, doing things together always being there for one another.
That is my great romance.
To face an army together, as friends.
To achieve the greatest as friends.
To say, WE DID IT!
To die in a hail of bullets, to face down all the cops, to rise to the top of the Yakuza, double murder suicide, living seperate lives then coming back together one day to look at each and laugh and say, "You're still the same! You're still the same!" and to pick up at the end of the last Chapter.
To know and to respect and to have distance and closeness.
A long time ago I had a great, great friend. And I think to myself and I thought in that context when I lost them, "I will never Love again."
And it seems to me that really, what it is and what has happened is, "I will never Friend again."
That pinnacle of Friendship can never be reached ever again. Ever again.
"You could never be my Friend. You belong to too many people."
People, other real people, People as in the outside world and everything else.
But there is the "Great Friendship".
A friendship so deep and abiding, real and wonderful that it is something they wish could last forever.
And when it doesn't, it hurts.
I glorify the perfect Friendship. I am deeply touched by the loyalty, sharing, doing things together always being there for one another.
That is my great romance.
To face an army together, as friends.
To achieve the greatest as friends.
To say, WE DID IT!
To die in a hail of bullets, to face down all the cops, to rise to the top of the Yakuza, double murder suicide, living seperate lives then coming back together one day to look at each and laugh and say, "You're still the same! You're still the same!" and to pick up at the end of the last Chapter.
To know and to respect and to have distance and closeness.
A long time ago I had a great, great friend. And I think to myself and I thought in that context when I lost them, "I will never Love again."
And it seems to me that really, what it is and what has happened is, "I will never Friend again."
That pinnacle of Friendship can never be reached ever again. Ever again.
"You could never be my Friend. You belong to too many people."
People, other real people, People as in the outside world and everything else.