Burnt Out
I think 'beaten down' fairly describes my state right now. I'm actually feeling much better physically, my ribs are even feeling a lot better. But, everything at school is bearing down on me this week. *Deep breath* I know I'll make it through, but it'll be a stressful week until I'm through with everything. Whoa...not "week"...I only have two days of class left. That's fuggin scary. I have a test tomorrow and another Monday. I have two papers due Monday and two presentations on Monday. Yep, a test, two papers, and two presentations on the same day.
I'm going home this weekend to try to finish packing for the move. As excited as I am to be going somewhere new, starting a new phase of my life, and finding new friends, I'm a little sad to leave here. Not necessarily the place, but my friends and my family. I just keep reminding myself I'm only a three and a half hour flight away.
Anyway, my good friends Amy and Jenn are both also leaving Valdosta at the end of this month. Amy is off to Albany and Jenn is going to Atlanta. I feel a little comforted knowing that I'm not the only one leaving. I'm satisfied that I've done everything to be done in this town atleast four hundred times, so that helps too.
I guess my biggest concern (not really a fear) is being alone in Boston, atleast initially. Yeah, I'll have a roommate. But, she won't be a "friend" at first, even though we seem to get along really well. I don't want to move to a new city, and then city alone in my apartment because I don't know anyone....I want to have friends like I do here to go out with, to bullshit with. I'm very outgoing and never shy, I'm a decent person and honest, I usually don't have a problem relating to people and making friends in a new place..I hope that's true in Boston.
let's be outspoken
let's be ridiculous
let's solve the world's problems
I'm going home this weekend to try to finish packing for the move. As excited as I am to be going somewhere new, starting a new phase of my life, and finding new friends, I'm a little sad to leave here. Not necessarily the place, but my friends and my family. I just keep reminding myself I'm only a three and a half hour flight away.
Anyway, my good friends Amy and Jenn are both also leaving Valdosta at the end of this month. Amy is off to Albany and Jenn is going to Atlanta. I feel a little comforted knowing that I'm not the only one leaving. I'm satisfied that I've done everything to be done in this town atleast four hundred times, so that helps too.
I guess my biggest concern (not really a fear) is being alone in Boston, atleast initially. Yeah, I'll have a roommate. But, she won't be a "friend" at first, even though we seem to get along really well. I don't want to move to a new city, and then city alone in my apartment because I don't know anyone....I want to have friends like I do here to go out with, to bullshit with. I'm very outgoing and never shy, I'm a decent person and honest, I usually don't have a problem relating to people and making friends in a new place..I hope that's true in Boston.
let's be outspoken
let's be ridiculous
let's solve the world's problems