(no subject)

[everythingbut_u]

im here
undone
spread all over the tiled floor
its cold you know
this time of year
my bones are aching
my skin screams for warmth

you're there
playing with fire
flirting with her flames of immeasurable allure
the seduction has swallowed you whole
and you are weak
i fear

but i could be wrong.
maybe we are involved in a love so complete
so unmistakeably perfect
that i am blinded by its radiance
and led to see the shadows of what you used to be
before me

am i capable of that kind of passion?
are you?
tonight i'll cross my fingers
and hope to die
if morning comes
and you're not here
i'll close my eyes
and make you disappear.

~mandy
12/22/04