what do you thing i had a fucking camera on me? you have to be fucking kiding me..... i dont know what fucked up reality your living in but what i speak is the truth wether you want to beleive it or not.... deal with it....
and really you cant be suprised... its not like he hasnt done it before... you told me yourself that you didnt trust him.... you told me yourself that he made you feel used.... what the fuck?!?!?!?!?
im mearly trying to protect ya..... im sorry but i dont take kindly to being verbaly slaped in the face when im just honestly trying to keep you from getting hurt.... thats just cold
mike, until you show me the evidence i cant say anything about it. im not going to jump to conclusions. i have gained trust in kris...you havent seen him the way that i have. mike dont do this to me, or to you. even if he has cheted on me...the only thing that would happen is i would end up alone...i have already lost too much sleep over this. i felt used because thats the situation i put myself in. he loves me mike. whether you want ot believe me or not i can feel it, see it, taste it....i know you want to protect me mike. and i appreciate it so much. i do love you mike...but thats where it ends. im sorry i hurt you. truly. i never should have done what i did and any other girl probably wouldnt have, but taking risks is what lifes all about right? i took a risk..and i will have to see where it takes me. i cant do this anymore. everyones perception of reality is fucked up, thats what makes it so interesting. i want to do something with you before you leave. you should come talk to me sometime. i work tonite from 5-10
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it is because of you that i have become who i am... it is because of you i have become cold and bitter..... it is because of you that i dont consider kris a freind anymore.... it is because of you that im moving away
and its because of you that i dont feel and its because of you that i cant care and its because of you that i lay awake playing what we had in my mind knowing that it was pure...simple...but still incomplete.
i dont have that kind of control over anything or anyone...you let yourself become who you are. you create yourself each and every morning. i dont mind that you think of me as a burden. i did what i thought i had to do. you need to leave this place. move somewhere where the sun is always shining, somewhere you can start over again find someone new who will love you unconditionally. i am sorry i couldnt promise you that much. i love you mike. i know its hard to see that through all of the bull shit that i have created. i have a going away present...you should come by the store tomorrow....between 5-10, or afterwards. if you dont show...i'll understand.
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im sorry.
if you have proof then im all ears, but until then stop saying things like that to me...
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and its because of you that i cant care
and its because of you that i lay awake playing what we had in my mind knowing that it was pure...simple...but still incomplete.
i dont have that kind of control over anything or anyone...you let yourself become who you are. you create yourself each and every morning. i dont mind that you think of me as a burden. i did what i thought i had to do. you need to leave this place. move somewhere where the sun is always shining, somewhere you can start over again find someone new who will love you unconditionally. i am sorry i couldnt promise you that much. i love you mike. i know its hard to see that through all of the bull shit that i have created. i have a going away present...you should come by the store tomorrow....between 5-10, or afterwards. if you dont show...i'll understand.
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