A place to grow ... (Chapter 14)
Author: Everything_Once
Pairing: Katie/Effy, Naomy/Emily and some others ...
Rating: M
Warnings: Swearing and some Book spoilers
Summary: How to grow up, when you're not really sure that it's what you want ...
Disclamer: Skins isn't my property, even if I secretly wish so! At the moment I pretty much own nothing ...
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Chapter Fourteen
***Emily’s thoughts***
We’re still in the car when I hang up with Katie.
I turn to take a look at Tom.
So I he was woke up, but now I realize that he's just moving in his sleep.
"Ems. Stop worry about him he is fast asleep. He's fine. "
I smile and put my hand on Naomi’s thigh.
It always amazes me to see how well she always knows what is going on in my head.
However, it is rather mutual.
“Naomi? "
"Yes sweetheart. "
"They’re sleeping together, isn’t it? "
"I beg your pardon Ems! "
"Oh I'm not fucking stupid. First Katie lets me alone at night in Paris. Contact Effy, who in case you'd just forget left her for dead in the fucking forest. Then when classes resume they spend a hell lot of time together, Katie was even with her in the middle of her degenerate hospital for fuck sake! And finally they both move in with us! And there they were asleep and I hear the sound of a kiss! "
"Ems ..."
"Naomi, you were already aware, right? "
"Emily I really think you should talk with her ... I think it would be a good thing if you start this discussion first ... I think it would do her good. "
"And why I'll do such a thing? She obviously didn’t want to tell me about it..."
"Ems, I really think it could help her ... you know ... she can’t talk about it ... this is not an easy situation for her! "
"Fuck me! You’re kidding with me or what? "
I cannot believe that Naomi can tell me that after all that Katie has forced us to endure for all those years!
"Emily, Language! "
"Do not try to change the subject! How can you ask me to help her after all she has done against us! "
"Ems, you know as well as I do that this Katie isn’t there for a long time now... your sister really has changed for good ... plus ... and this is certainly not easy for her to experience… what she is going through ... I think we have a good position to know how she feels ... and then I think it would do you any good to both be close again! "
In my heart I know that Naomi is right, she is all the time...
But it is not easy for me to say it out loud.
I know that Katie has changed, but there is a part of me who still hate her a little for everything she has made us endure.
"What do you think? "
"That once again you're right! You know it starts to get boring! And really sexy ... fucking sexy! "
I wink at her… Knowing exactly how that simple gesture can turn her on…
She looks in the mirror to see if Tom is still asleep...
When she sees that he’s fast asleep, she smiles at him.
This vision filled my heart with love and I cannot help but imagine ourselves in a few years, married and with a swarm of children...
"Ems, how can you have dirty thoughts in the presence of a child ..."
She looked shocked but I know she does not think so.
I am also sure that considering that my hand is still on her thigh her thoughts are way much worse than mine.
A few minutes later we arrive at our house.
Ah Our house!
I so love those words! ! !
We both descent from the car and she opens the door to Tom.
He is completely asleep.
He looks so calm, so pure.
"Ems you can take all the stuff and I'll wear him. I mean we can’t wake him up! ... "
"No problem. You need help? "
"No I will have to do it by myself ... And I hope I’ll be able to..."
She walks slowly to him. Before taking him she pushes away one bit of hair that covers his face and kisses him tenderly on the forehead.
"Do not worry little man, everything will be alright. I promise! "
Then she took him gently in her arms.
As for the reassurance she slips her hand under his shirt and stroked his back gently.
I sincerely believe that this is one of the prettiest pictures I've ever seen.
If I were not already completely in love with her, this vision would have made me crazy about her!
"Naomi, I'm sure you already know that but I love you"
She comes and kisses me before murmuring:
"I already knew but believe me I’ll never get tired to hear you say those words! Never! So feel free to say them… or to moan them…"
"Perfect, because I’ll never be tired of telling you how much I love you! "
"Ems I love you so much, but I think it is time to put this little angel in his bed! "
We enter the house.
Everything is off and all is so quiet.
Naomi make me sign not to make noise.
We walk upstairs.
By opening the door Naomi and I are amazed by the beauty of the room.
The walls are painted with bright colors and jungle animals cover them.
The girls have really made a brilliant job there!
"Woahh, wow! "
"It's the least we can say ..."
Naomi puts Tom in his bed and covers him with a duvet before kissing him again on the forehead.
In my turn I went up to him and kiss him. He begins to stretch and barely opens his eyes.
"Mum? "
I have tears in my eyes.
I do not know what to say, fortunately for me Naomi is there.
She kneels down and gently stroked his cheek.
I cannot imagine that Naomi can be so tender and considerate with children.
"No my heart, your mom is not there. Remember you'll stay and live with us a little while. "
"Um ... and Mom? "
"She will rest and after she’ll take you back with her. But now, you'll spend a little vacation with us! Agree? "
"Yes. Naomi can you stay a little bit with me? "
"Of course. "
I kiss Naomi on the cheek and I am about to leave when I see Effy who stands against the doorframe.
I give her a sign not to make any noise and I leave the room.
I shut the door and I notice a tear on her cheek.
I'm flabbergasted to see her in such a state.
"Are you okay? "
"I think this is not up to me to be asked that. How is his mother? "
"Eff she’s so sick... How’s Katie?"
"She is in your room, I think she is awake. I'll go take a shower. Talk to her ... she really needs you… "
She doesn’t even give me time to answer and she leaves.
I walk slowly to my room.
I opened the door and I immediately noticed Katie in ball position on the sheets.
She is still half asleep.
"Eff, just come to sleep. I can sleep well when your body is not pressed against mine. "
"Hmm. K. it's me "
Ok, they’re so fucking each other … And my sister is so gay …
"Oh damn ... shit ... that's not what ..."
I'm getting closer and I lay my head on her shoulder.
'K. it's me your sister, and I already know about you two ... I ... it's okay to feel what you feel. "
"I'm sorry I wanted to tell you about that, but after how I behaved with Naomi and you I do not really see how I could..."
"It's okay ... I think I can understand ... We’ll talk about it later…"
She kisses me on the cheek and she’s ready to go out ...
"She is in the shower ... beware ... take care of one another is the most important thing on earth you know... "
"Thank you. I love you Ems. "
"I love you too K. "
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