To The Annonymous Autographer Of My Previous Entry:

[everything46]

hey, whoever responded to my last entry, meaning any one of the 8 of you that knows this journal exists or one of the millions i don't know about, whoever it was tell me your name. i don't like annonymous messages, especially if you know me, as your response lends toward the affirmative. you sounded upset. if you want to talk about something i

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spies?

[everything46]

you have spies? are they well paid? how's their health plan? dude, that's a little spooky. no harm no foul though. i still live with the same 2 roomates i've had for the last 2 years, actually. if you know me, then you know them. we're planning to move within the next 2 weeks, not far away, but we're not satisfied with the house we're in now. as far as my wellbeing, i suppose you could say i'm surviving. i'm not happy, no. but there's nothing in particular to be upset about right now either. i'm just doing what i have to do to keep myself around for tomorrow. my health could do to improve a bit. over the winter i gained around 50 pounds, all in fat. i've lost 30 of it, but i'm still not in as good a shape as i used to be. some of my teeth are broken, and i suffer occasionally from cellulitis (potentially threatenning to the brain). my bronchitis is getting worse, but i'm slowly qitting cigarettes, so hopefully my lungs can repair themselves. my eye sight is getting worse, but my hearing is sharpenning at seemingly superhuman levels. why won't you tell me what is wrong with you? why would you rather live in pain? it almost seems to be your preference. that's horrible. i'm sorry. i wish i could help.