thiNking oF y0u
well its been a really long time since i've posted. and of course things are different now. i quit working at wendy's in june..fuck that place.i am now a proud associate at steinmart...yay! i wrecked my car a week after i quit. $4,200 of damages...o well, insurance covered it, i only payed co-pay...yay! i was really good friends w/ this one girl...till i found out her motive to steal away my b/f...if you were wondering...it worked, and they are dating now. i've been talking to this one guy for like 2 weeks and he has the awesomest personality and i can hold long, meaningful conversations with him..unlike some guys...and like most guys i like, of course, he has a rap sheet as long as my little sisters christmas list...lol o well, i looked past it...another awesome aspect of our relationship is that he like to take me out and show me off...especially after i go buy new clothes..lol. the only bad thing about him and i...is, we will never be together b/c of course, he has a "girlfriend" and she is pregnant. i like to believe its the only reason he is with her b/c i stay at his house every night...and no, we don't do stuff...lol, he tells me all the time how much he likes me, he takes me out, he buys me stuff, he looks at me in a whole different light than most do...o well, i guess i can't be permanetly happy...after the 5th of Jan. he will be in Texas with his preganant bitch. i guess all i can do is have patience and hope we may work out. omg i just said that I-Megan Heard may have patience...wow that was really hard...there are also other factors slowing down me being happy...but, i'll get over them...i start school this month...thats another thing i never thought i'd say...i guess i'm changing. mostly for the best. i'm out