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Well i've decided things are going to finally fall in to place...for the longest time, i've been fighting things going on around me, losing friends, changing locations, trying to find myself...i've decided to let it all just happen. i'm too tired to fight it anymore. i come to the conclusion that if there is constantly a struggle then it's definitley not meant to be. i guess it's one of those things that takes forever to realize. now is the time for everyone to grow up and move forward. Ashley- you'll be happy i'm saying this...it's for you...i'm just going to get over it. everything. why make a big deal out of everything if there is NO reason for it. i was pissed the whole time i was in CC just b/c i was. i had no reason to be pissed, i should have been pissing my pants b/c i was were i've wanted to be for 4 months..but, i was being stubborn megan not laid back ashley...granted, there are times to not be laid back...lol but still, i've seen a new light. the next time i go to corpus it's going to be WAY better...lol anyways, so i'm just going to let things fall into place, no more forcing unwanted things in places they are unwanted i'm done...and, IM GOING TO BE HAPPY...I PROMISED (don't make promises you can't keep) <3 Meg