Nobody's lost, but nobody wins
I can't sleep.
I want to sleep. I'm exhausted. I have to be up at 8:30.
But I can't sleep.
I've just been tossing and turning in bed. I envy people who can just curl up, get comfortable and fall asleep. I never feel comfortable: I'm either too hot or too cold, I want my hair up because I hate how it feels pushed up against my neck, but then I hate how it presses into my head when it's pulled back.
Maybe my mind's not active enough during the day and therefore takes it out on me at night.
Really, all I want to do is throw on my sweatpants, a sweatshirt, sneakers and just go for a run. Maybe then I can exhaust my body into submission. And, of course, because I was thinking about running, I began to think about how wonderful it would be to run as fast as one can without becoming short of breath and without inevitable muscle cramps. What a relief that would be.
I'm so tired and I don't know what to do.
I want to sleep. I'm exhausted. I have to be up at 8:30.
But I can't sleep.
I've just been tossing and turning in bed. I envy people who can just curl up, get comfortable and fall asleep. I never feel comfortable: I'm either too hot or too cold, I want my hair up because I hate how it feels pushed up against my neck, but then I hate how it presses into my head when it's pulled back.
Maybe my mind's not active enough during the day and therefore takes it out on me at night.
Really, all I want to do is throw on my sweatpants, a sweatshirt, sneakers and just go for a run. Maybe then I can exhaust my body into submission. And, of course, because I was thinking about running, I began to think about how wonderful it would be to run as fast as one can without becoming short of breath and without inevitable muscle cramps. What a relief that would be.
I'm so tired and I don't know what to do.