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once again long time with no updates. . .
i hope life is treating everyone well. mostly good here. back home, i love my life, i missed this place so much while i was at camp. for some reason i feel strangely sad a lot since ive been back in town, just kind of generally depressed and down on myself, feel kind of blah and really just want a cuddle buddy. tonight i was thinking about how guys here dont like me and then recalled that at least 3 or 4 random guys have indicated that theyd like to go home w/ me on various nights since ive been home so perhaps the problem is more that i dont like guys here than that guys here dont like me.
*sigh*
shemma is now dating a football player from semo who works as a bouncer at a strip club across the river and he wants her to bring her single friends to meet his friends. joy.
new rule since ive been back from camp: no making out or fooling around with random people when im wasted. i need to make sure i can still set limits for myself while intoxicated.
also this past saturday i got to bartend at work, my first weekend night bartending ever and my first night bartending since before i left for camp. i got my ass kicked! but it was good times. i missed it a lot. i like helping people have a good time lol. the pay is good too.
2:36 am, its about time for bed. i have things to do tomorrow.
i hope life is treating everyone well. mostly good here. back home, i love my life, i missed this place so much while i was at camp. for some reason i feel strangely sad a lot since ive been back in town, just kind of generally depressed and down on myself, feel kind of blah and really just want a cuddle buddy. tonight i was thinking about how guys here dont like me and then recalled that at least 3 or 4 random guys have indicated that theyd like to go home w/ me on various nights since ive been home so perhaps the problem is more that i dont like guys here than that guys here dont like me.
*sigh*
shemma is now dating a football player from semo who works as a bouncer at a strip club across the river and he wants her to bring her single friends to meet his friends. joy.
new rule since ive been back from camp: no making out or fooling around with random people when im wasted. i need to make sure i can still set limits for myself while intoxicated.
also this past saturday i got to bartend at work, my first weekend night bartending ever and my first night bartending since before i left for camp. i got my ass kicked! but it was good times. i missed it a lot. i like helping people have a good time lol. the pay is good too.
2:36 am, its about time for bed. i have things to do tomorrow.