Dec 24, 2004 19:02
<3...
You are driving me INSANE...you know who you are and honestly, I cant get you out of my mind...especially now, when more than ANYTHING, i want someone to be there for me, I want to be yours and I want you to be mine, and ONLY mind...I know that you get around, you've told me all of it, and honestly and truthfully, I've never really been the jealous type before, but now, more than ever, it is driving me UP THE WALL!!!!!
"when you when you forget your name
meet me in the morning then you'll wake up"
I hate it when you call me at the crack of dawn, piss drunk...you act like you just want me for ass, and though you completely deny it, i feel like it's so true even though it just makes me really depressed to think that way. And even though its mean to do that to me, just to hear your voice, its heaven...however dumb and cheesy and intense this sounds to anyone who's reading this...GROW UP and GET OVER IT and GET OVER YOURSELF...honestly, dont read it if all your going to do is make fun of it, because I need to get this out, and dont care what you have to say about it, unless its you.
"when old faces all look the same
meet me in the morning when you wake up"
I saw you a little over a month ago and when i saw you, it was just this CRAAZZYY INTENSE RUSSSHHH of feelings that slammed into me...You looked better than you EVER had, so gorgeous, so cute, so sweet..."ew" is what you said when you saw me, and that just made my day...I couldn't stop smiling, and then you smiled and I know I had a good amount of rosiness in my cheeks. You smelled sooooo amazing, and i just wanted to hug you and not let go...but more than that, i wanted to hug you and have you not want to let me go, and to have you not let me go until i chose to go...it wasnt that way. When we hugged, it was amazing though...a good 3.5 second hug, a good squeeze and hold, and it did that little tickle/yawn thing in my neck that felt so nice. I miss that...
"aching waiting for night waiting for life to start
meet me in the morning when you wake up"
I'm not giving up on you, this quickly...I know I had the chance over the summer to make it work, but I didnt want to listen to my heart...It's led me into trouble, before. But now....my heart cant yearn for anyone else. It's always you, only you. You need to see this. I'll tell you soon, and I'm not gonna be your ASS when your drunk...I dont want that anymore, and I dont think I ever did. I want your heart... :(
I remember the first time
Sweep it into the corner
Or hide it under the bed
Say these things they go away
But they never do
Something I wasn't sure of
But I was in the middle of
Something I forget now
But I've seen too little of
The last time
You fall on me for anything you like
Your one last line
You fall on me for anything you like
And years make everything alright
You fall on me for anything you like
And I no I don't mind
This is the last time
That I will show my face
One last tender lie
And then I'm out of this place
So tread it into the carpet
Or hide it under the stairs
Say that some things never die
Well I tried and I tried
<3...