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Not feelin so hot right now....got home, layed down, fell asleep til 7:30PM, freaked out because I thought it was tomorrow morning, and remembered i still had homework to do, then my mom told me it wasnt, however, for some reason, regardless of the day or time, i woke up really flustered and uneasy and just felt scared...it was a baad feeling, and made me super nervous. I'm still feeling it, which isnt good b/c its driving me nuts, and I'm just like, cautioning everything around me with trepidation....this sucks.
My throat is in baaad shape too....my glands are sooo swollen, i tried to do my voice excersizes and couldnt do them, and I have to start cabaret rehearsals w/ Kate and Kristen this week...im feeling sooo much pressure. Also, college stuff....its just making me more and more anxious, and I'm just really NOT enjoying school this year, AT ALL! Infact, I'm hating it, people are changing for the worse and that is making me uneasy, as well...im building some completely new relationships with some people which ROCKS because those people KICK ASS and are awesome, i'm getting closer to some others, and growing farther apart from people i used to be close with, which REALLY sucks....what sucks even more, is that those people barely remember being close, however, i have saved aol convo's and text messages and pictures and its just really degrading that people try and forget that we ever had a close relationship, or that people will try to blank out/erase relationships that they once had with me....
EVERYBODY'S CHANGING AND I DONT FEEL THE SAME
Well it's a lonely road that you have chosen
Morning comes and you don't want to know me anymore
And it's a long time since your heart was frozen
Morning comes and you don't want to know me anymore
For a moment your eyes open and you know
All the things I ever wanted you to know
I don't know you, and I don't want to
Till the moment your eyes open and you know
That it's a lonely place that you have run to
Morning comes and you don't want to know me anymore
And it's a lonely end that you will come to
Morning comes and you don't want to know me anymore
PLEASE TRY AND REMEMBER ME....LIFE'S TOO SHORT TO TRY AND FORGET EACHOTHER, WE ALREADY FORGET WHAT'S MOST IMPORTANT IN LIFE
My throat is in baaad shape too....my glands are sooo swollen, i tried to do my voice excersizes and couldnt do them, and I have to start cabaret rehearsals w/ Kate and Kristen this week...im feeling sooo much pressure. Also, college stuff....its just making me more and more anxious, and I'm just really NOT enjoying school this year, AT ALL! Infact, I'm hating it, people are changing for the worse and that is making me uneasy, as well...im building some completely new relationships with some people which ROCKS because those people KICK ASS and are awesome, i'm getting closer to some others, and growing farther apart from people i used to be close with, which REALLY sucks....what sucks even more, is that those people barely remember being close, however, i have saved aol convo's and text messages and pictures and its just really degrading that people try and forget that we ever had a close relationship, or that people will try to blank out/erase relationships that they once had with me....
EVERYBODY'S CHANGING AND I DONT FEEL THE SAME
Well it's a lonely road that you have chosen
Morning comes and you don't want to know me anymore
And it's a long time since your heart was frozen
Morning comes and you don't want to know me anymore
For a moment your eyes open and you know
All the things I ever wanted you to know
I don't know you, and I don't want to
Till the moment your eyes open and you know
That it's a lonely place that you have run to
Morning comes and you don't want to know me anymore
And it's a lonely end that you will come to
Morning comes and you don't want to know me anymore
PLEASE TRY AND REMEMBER ME....LIFE'S TOO SHORT TO TRY AND FORGET EACHOTHER, WE ALREADY FORGET WHAT'S MOST IMPORTANT IN LIFE