i just dont know any more...
shit fucking sucks. my band mates are assholes, well ryan and rob are. i cant fucking stand them, i will prolly stop being apart of the band soon unless something really wierd happens. its just bullshit. also if i did stop it really wouldnt matter cuz i suck anyway, i mean im not looking for sympathy when i say that either. i can easily be replaced and they and i would be happier, but i think keith might drop out then too.
everything really fucking sucks though. i really just want to stop everything and lock myself in my room.
but hopefully tomorrow will be better, guitar center with dowsley and that again i hope will be better than today.
i would like to apologize to you if you have read this, it was more for me to vent than for someone to read, whatever.
i am fucking done with everything
good bye
everything really fucking sucks though. i really just want to stop everything and lock myself in my room.
but hopefully tomorrow will be better, guitar center with dowsley and that again i hope will be better than today.
i would like to apologize to you if you have read this, it was more for me to vent than for someone to read, whatever.
i am fucking done with everything
good bye