...this is for you bud, i know you have this dark cloud over your head right now, but i know everything will work out for you. no worries, shit will go your way and it will be soon...i wish i could go back about 5 months, and just change a two letter word into a three letter word. everything would be so much differnet right now, and i would be so much happier. its my only regret in my life. and i know there will be other chances, but i really wanted this one, but found that out too late, i hate thinking about it, but sometimes its all i can think about.