Even though the ship sinks you know you can't let go
I simply have no clue what the hell is happening to my life right now; I swear to god it was normal a week ago. Now I feel lost and scared. I can't imagine that feeling getting any better when I move an hour and a half away from everyone. I'm not usually a crying man, but it's been a rough week.
In an unrelated story, because my dad is constantly busy with work, he might not be able to do all he needs to for my graduation party, plus Audettapolooza is the same day, so not only can his band that was scheduled to play, not, but everyone will much rather go to his. So, my dad said he would send me somewhere instead if I wanted to go on vacation, and my god I feel like I need it. So, I do want to have a party sometime though so I can see everyone before I leave, though I fear that things will just be terribly awkward. So, I don't know. I just don't know what to feel now.
I wish for nothing more than your safety and happiness.
In an unrelated story, because my dad is constantly busy with work, he might not be able to do all he needs to for my graduation party, plus Audettapolooza is the same day, so not only can his band that was scheduled to play, not, but everyone will much rather go to his. So, my dad said he would send me somewhere instead if I wanted to go on vacation, and my god I feel like I need it. So, I do want to have a party sometime though so I can see everyone before I leave, though I fear that things will just be terribly awkward. So, I don't know. I just don't know what to feel now.
I wish for nothing more than your safety and happiness.