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[everydayheroes]

the world splits.
i am on one side
and everyone else is on the other.
i can see them
they love each other
they have fun
they live their lives
but i am alone
watching, but never able to be there.
i stand on the edge
if i jump
i am afraid i will not make it
or i can end it and fall toward the nothing inside myself
for me the world is split
between love and myself
it seems the world lives on
unaware of my misery
unaware of my absence of love
my phone never rings
no one dares jump over to me
no one dares speak to me
true, pure loneliness