Hope your still out there...
Friends come and go… But sometimes the wrong friends leave. And you cant help but think about all the fun times you have had. I cant stop thinking about everyone else that they have gotten mad at but are friends again. I cant help but think why do you think this of me. Why do you think I am not truthful. I want your friendship back so bad. This summer was one of the best summers of my life… Yeah it had shitty times but I would not change any of it for the world… I miss the friends / friend that I made. I know I fucked up big time but I really didn’t know…. If I didn’t I wouldn’t not have done it why would I? I just want to yell it to everyone but no one is there to hear me.
There is one person I would do anything just for the friendship back… But I know there is nothing that I can do about it… Its eating away at my and for the life of me I don’t know why. There are so many things that remind me of the old time… Like songs and every time I hear them I just sit and think. Like this song by Brad Paisley - Alcohol. That song started a night that was fun as fuck but fucked us over big time in the end… But I can truly say that it was one of my funnest nights not really even doing anything… and you said the same thing… and I really miss those times with you. I thought I had a best friend… but there was always something in the way of us being friends… I don’t know I give up there is really nothing that I can do… other then say im sorry and I wish you would trust me that I am telling the truth… I just really want my friend back, I want my life back.
Do you even sit and think if they ever think about the old times? I don’t know I just hope that and still read this and maybe think about what I am saying. And if you do… I just want to you know I never said the things you think I said.. Why would I? Its not like any of my other friends know you… Why would I waist my time?… I wish you would of known me better then that…
There is one person I would do anything just for the friendship back… But I know there is nothing that I can do about it… Its eating away at my and for the life of me I don’t know why. There are so many things that remind me of the old time… Like songs and every time I hear them I just sit and think. Like this song by Brad Paisley - Alcohol. That song started a night that was fun as fuck but fucked us over big time in the end… But I can truly say that it was one of my funnest nights not really even doing anything… and you said the same thing… and I really miss those times with you. I thought I had a best friend… but there was always something in the way of us being friends… I don’t know I give up there is really nothing that I can do… other then say im sorry and I wish you would trust me that I am telling the truth… I just really want my friend back, I want my life back.
Do you even sit and think if they ever think about the old times? I don’t know I just hope that and still read this and maybe think about what I am saying. And if you do… I just want to you know I never said the things you think I said.. Why would I? Its not like any of my other friends know you… Why would I waist my time?… I wish you would of known me better then that…