At six o'clock this morning
I was sitting in bed at six o'clock and that crazy annoying light of mine switched to on... its not like it decided to be in a dim stage.... oh no.... it had to be a full watt bulb this morning... I got another one of my crazy ideas... I dont mind these Ideas I am just sad that most of the time they dont amount to anything... this idea has kind of been nagging me for a while but I have been putting it off for a year.... maybe more.... I just dont want to be dissapointed in myself again... I start all of these projects that are left halfway done... you should see my laptop... I have about seven novels halfway written... when I get to that point they just stop.... I cant help it... I leave them there just hoping that someday I will get inspiration for them again... only one novel of mine is looking really good... for that one though I need to do a lot of research and to get the information I want it is going to take about two hundred bucks... the book in question is one that I really want to finish not for me but for the good of everyone... it isnt a corny story its something that everyone will benifit from and hopefully will bring awareness. I dont know I guess I am getting that excited hateful feeling about starting another new project...
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