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Well.... shit shit fuck.
What do I do?
Christ John... you slept with him.
just say it just say it just say it
I slept with Perry Cox. Not in the slumberparty way.
In the dirty sweaty drunken we fucked
I liked it.
How can this be appropriate with this massive patient explosion?
Well... It feels like working in a really hospital again.
I don't want to sound callous.. but I'm used to people dying all the time no matter what I do to help. Yes, I'm a doctor and it's my job to help them but you can only do so much. There are no magic wishes or wands... however great that would be.
Maybe it's not so bad.... getting.... involved? Are we? Am I really thinking this?
Maybe it was just the one night
Maybe it won't happen again
What would happen if..
well. This would never happen back home. Cox has Jordan and I have...no one.. shut up!
Turk would probably stop being my friend, or become convinced I was raped or something.
Elliot would think she turned another one gay.
Carla... that's a gamble but it would probably not be too great
Tod -fucked the cox high five-
Janitor... I don't want to think about it.
And all the girls in the place would think of me as their new gay buddy, effectively gay blocking me from dating any of them forever.
Why did it hurt me so much to hear about House?
I can't help it... I just get so pissed off.
Jealous
Oh man please no.
We're just both lonely.. and sexually tense.. and know each other so it breaks the awkwardness.
Please JD. Don't make this into anything more than what it is.
A one night stand.
For once in your life get out of your head.
[EDIT] He said next time....
why am I making a bigger deal of this!? WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?!
AND! to top it off.. I passed out. Great.
It's always sad when you hear a patient dies... Even if you didn't know them very well it beings you a little down.
The out flux of people... I'm not quite sure what to think of it. I guess I'm just glad they're going on to where they really need to be.
That's all life is anyways.. one big journey to try and find your final resting place.
This is an amazing song btw