all of this matters
forget that journaling every year of my life crap. it would be interesting, but i have a life, that is all i need to know for myself. yeah, i have trouble remembering most of it, but thats all i need to know, i will enjoy my memories as they fleet.
i love you live journal. and you will never know how much you mean to me. you are the friend i think about all the time but don't have the guts to call.
chaos is all around me. and life hurts.
the hurt feels strong and comforting.
waking up every morning hurts, and i have to lie to myself, act like any of this matters, just to keep from killing myself. not that i am suicidal, but it just hurts to know at once that none of this matters and all of it matters
i love you live journal. and you will never know how much you mean to me. you are the friend i think about all the time but don't have the guts to call.
chaos is all around me. and life hurts.
the hurt feels strong and comforting.
waking up every morning hurts, and i have to lie to myself, act like any of this matters, just to keep from killing myself. not that i am suicidal, but it just hurts to know at once that none of this matters and all of it matters