May 04, 2006 10:41
I woke up with the worst feeling in the world.
I'm not sure if it's my dreams driving me to insanity, but my sub-conscious is playing a major role.
My brain wants things that I am far too weak to deliver, thus I am abandoning any further thoughts of resolve.
I hope one day, when it comes down to the wire, I am able to tell you what you need to know. As for now, I will play things off as I always have done, Friend. Friend. Its funnie how things have come down to these lies that I feed to you. One day, perhaps I can dispel the rumors. Until then...that last day of July, I bid thee farwell.
Meet me... in Montauk...