I have something serious to say...
A serious blog... about the fate of humanity
Hello,
I find it sorta hard to start off with what I want to talk about... I mean how do you open up to people when they're so used to well... somebody like me. I'm almost never serious but for some reason, I feel I need to get a few things off my chest in a serious manner. So... Here go's....
Today my mother and I were at the mall, now my mother is getting quite old in years and she's not usually out in the afternoon. Now at somepoint in the afternoon, we had to leave the mall and comeback. My mother and I were easing out of our parking space, moving forward when a black teenager (who was speeding, I might add) comes to an abrupt stop because our cars almost collided. The teenager stops and then proceeds to say the following "Hey bitch, watch the fuck where your going!". At that exact moment in time one word flashed in my mind:
NIGGER
I am not a racist, infact I was actually defending blacks after my mom began some rant on how africans are the scum of this country, etc, etc... but I couldn't help feeling hatered for that person and having that horrid word enter my psyche. I've met so many wonderful people who have been of color in my life and I wouldn't have it anyother way, they are my friends, my teachers, my co-workers and my family. I believe that blacks are hardworking, ethical people and believe there are bad seeds in every race. After that however, I began to think... Alot of people today are human fucking filth, they have taken their gift of life and they have squandered it, they don't deserve any of the fame, power, or money that they have..yet they have it due to a corrupt society that awards idiocy... they are talentless, morally bankrupt people and they deserve to fucking die. Sure there are good people in the world that actually worked for what they have and want to make a difference but their efforts are all but lost in this world of indifference and apathy. I fucking hate this world, I believe that my wonderful friends are too good for it and they diserve a perfect world. I personally believe if humanity were to dissapear tommorow it wouldn't at all be a bad thing...
no pollution,
no war
no murder
no greed
no fear
no hate...
I'm truley scared at the fact that at this moment, that if there were a button that would wipe us off the face of the Earth...
I'd press it.
Somebody please save me...
save us.
Hello,
I find it sorta hard to start off with what I want to talk about... I mean how do you open up to people when they're so used to well... somebody like me. I'm almost never serious but for some reason, I feel I need to get a few things off my chest in a serious manner. So... Here go's....
Today my mother and I were at the mall, now my mother is getting quite old in years and she's not usually out in the afternoon. Now at somepoint in the afternoon, we had to leave the mall and comeback. My mother and I were easing out of our parking space, moving forward when a black teenager (who was speeding, I might add) comes to an abrupt stop because our cars almost collided. The teenager stops and then proceeds to say the following "Hey bitch, watch the fuck where your going!". At that exact moment in time one word flashed in my mind:
NIGGER
I am not a racist, infact I was actually defending blacks after my mom began some rant on how africans are the scum of this country, etc, etc... but I couldn't help feeling hatered for that person and having that horrid word enter my psyche. I've met so many wonderful people who have been of color in my life and I wouldn't have it anyother way, they are my friends, my teachers, my co-workers and my family. I believe that blacks are hardworking, ethical people and believe there are bad seeds in every race. After that however, I began to think... Alot of people today are human fucking filth, they have taken their gift of life and they have squandered it, they don't deserve any of the fame, power, or money that they have..yet they have it due to a corrupt society that awards idiocy... they are talentless, morally bankrupt people and they deserve to fucking die. Sure there are good people in the world that actually worked for what they have and want to make a difference but their efforts are all but lost in this world of indifference and apathy. I fucking hate this world, I believe that my wonderful friends are too good for it and they diserve a perfect world. I personally believe if humanity were to dissapear tommorow it wouldn't at all be a bad thing...
no pollution,
no war
no murder
no greed
no fear
no hate...
I'm truley scared at the fact that at this moment, that if there were a button that would wipe us off the face of the Earth...
I'd press it.
Somebody please save me...
save us.