The world hates me haha. No really..It does.
Its like the world is just throwing all my imperfections into my face.
FUCK YOU WORLD.
I keep thinking, and asking myself what it is I did wrong. Because when he called me yesturday, I broke down and kept crying. He said it was because of these wierd feelings, and he didn't really explain much after that.
I just know it hurts like hell to breathe when hes around me.
He wants to be friends, and hes trying really hard. I just couldnt talk to him today, it hurts so much oh my god it sucks.
I wish I could just rip my heart out of my chest...maybe then no one will break it.
I wish he would have stayed, he made me so happy. I thought I made him happy too.
When he told me he loved me and I said it back. Even though he didnt mean it
I sure did.
And thats what hurts the most is that he doesnt know that.
And I wont ever tell him.
FUCK YOU WORLD.
I keep thinking, and asking myself what it is I did wrong. Because when he called me yesturday, I broke down and kept crying. He said it was because of these wierd feelings, and he didn't really explain much after that.
I just know it hurts like hell to breathe when hes around me.
He wants to be friends, and hes trying really hard. I just couldnt talk to him today, it hurts so much oh my god it sucks.
I wish I could just rip my heart out of my chest...maybe then no one will break it.
I wish he would have stayed, he made me so happy. I thought I made him happy too.
When he told me he loved me and I said it back. Even though he didnt mean it
I sure did.
And thats what hurts the most is that he doesnt know that.
And I wont ever tell him.