holy crip its a crapple
summary: mylife 3311 room 905
i wish i could explain it.
i had been working out fairly hard multiple times per seek for baseball tryouts, fielding and batting and running whatever. had what felt like a groin pull and still des but it kept getting worse and worse.
i was sent to an orthopedic specialist who could tell all the things he was doing hurt me a good bit, he seemed surprised by my reactions but he was really rough. in any case had a hip MRI cause the x-rays had some strange spots which turned out to be bone islands.
when they found nothing to cause the issue on that mri.
i was referred to a neurologist, whop felt my situation serious enough to send me immediately to a lower back MRI cause he though i had cracked some vertebra or spine injury of some form. that one came back clean. tomorrow i go in for a cervical spine and mid back mri
i hope they find something or figure it out cause the not knowing is the hardest part for me.
i am no longer mobile, i have crutches cause i can not lift a wheel chair currently it took me a literal 16 mins to travel from the entrance of my complex to my apartment, which at most is 350 yards
i know there is a purpose in all of it, i just cant see what.
due to my dedication to the team ( have attended all tryouts practices and meetings save one to this point, 4 a week) i actually made it even though they never saw me swing a bat or field a ball.
not supposed to leave my bed but had to go talk to the professors and have them sign a disability services form which is cruelly enough up a hill from my class, then on the fifth floor of a building farthest away down the hall from the elevator.
today dues are to be paid for baseball, the team will recieve uniforms and such, i think i might go pay any way to give me a goal for recovery even if i never play another game in my life.
i wish i could explain it.
i had been working out fairly hard multiple times per seek for baseball tryouts, fielding and batting and running whatever. had what felt like a groin pull and still des but it kept getting worse and worse.
i was sent to an orthopedic specialist who could tell all the things he was doing hurt me a good bit, he seemed surprised by my reactions but he was really rough. in any case had a hip MRI cause the x-rays had some strange spots which turned out to be bone islands.
when they found nothing to cause the issue on that mri.
i was referred to a neurologist, whop felt my situation serious enough to send me immediately to a lower back MRI cause he though i had cracked some vertebra or spine injury of some form. that one came back clean. tomorrow i go in for a cervical spine and mid back mri
i hope they find something or figure it out cause the not knowing is the hardest part for me.
i am no longer mobile, i have crutches cause i can not lift a wheel chair currently it took me a literal 16 mins to travel from the entrance of my complex to my apartment, which at most is 350 yards
i know there is a purpose in all of it, i just cant see what.
due to my dedication to the team ( have attended all tryouts practices and meetings save one to this point, 4 a week) i actually made it even though they never saw me swing a bat or field a ball.
not supposed to leave my bed but had to go talk to the professors and have them sign a disability services form which is cruelly enough up a hill from my class, then on the fifth floor of a building farthest away down the hall from the elevator.
today dues are to be paid for baseball, the team will recieve uniforms and such, i think i might go pay any way to give me a goal for recovery even if i never play another game in my life.