"I should have known better...
with a guy like you.."
wow I just read some of my really old entries back from when you could only get a live journal account if you had a code. i was one big emotionally charged sappy little punk girl. i am glad that is all over now.
so scratch that guy in the last post. he wasn't ready for a relationship. is anyone really? when they let the past get to them enough to ruin what could have possibly been the future. i didn't let it bother me as much as i may have back when my emotions completely ran my life, and i was all heart and hardly much intellect. we all go through periods of time like that. its how we learn, its how we grow.
i could just start going on about this girl that i just met. but going on about it may cause me to get way too hopeful for something i am not sure about. i am not sure about it because like i said: we just met. that's the problem i often have with myself...i get all excited about one really awesome date that i start getting ahead of myself to the point of breaking my heart when my heart was yet to be totally involved. right now i am going to be smart about this. going on dates, getting to know her, taking my time with her getting to know me, a slow, steady paced process of possibly finding a friend or more. right? good to way to think about it. so anyway, our second date is this sunday and we are going to the willy street fair. it shall be fun, i hope. i also hope to show her around madison more, because she is thinking about moving here, or possibly to chicago, or milwaukee. so i have to make madison look the most appealing, and it has nothing to do with the fact that i live here (ok maybe a tiny tiny bit), but it has to do with the fact that i have so much love for the mad city!
anywho. its late, but i am an insomniac at my best. so i am going to hang out with a friend now that just got off of work. toodles!
wow I just read some of my really old entries back from when you could only get a live journal account if you had a code. i was one big emotionally charged sappy little punk girl. i am glad that is all over now.
so scratch that guy in the last post. he wasn't ready for a relationship. is anyone really? when they let the past get to them enough to ruin what could have possibly been the future. i didn't let it bother me as much as i may have back when my emotions completely ran my life, and i was all heart and hardly much intellect. we all go through periods of time like that. its how we learn, its how we grow.
i could just start going on about this girl that i just met. but going on about it may cause me to get way too hopeful for something i am not sure about. i am not sure about it because like i said: we just met. that's the problem i often have with myself...i get all excited about one really awesome date that i start getting ahead of myself to the point of breaking my heart when my heart was yet to be totally involved. right now i am going to be smart about this. going on dates, getting to know her, taking my time with her getting to know me, a slow, steady paced process of possibly finding a friend or more. right? good to way to think about it. so anyway, our second date is this sunday and we are going to the willy street fair. it shall be fun, i hope. i also hope to show her around madison more, because she is thinking about moving here, or possibly to chicago, or milwaukee. so i have to make madison look the most appealing, and it has nothing to do with the fact that i live here (ok maybe a tiny tiny bit), but it has to do with the fact that i have so much love for the mad city!
anywho. its late, but i am an insomniac at my best. so i am going to hang out with a friend now that just got off of work. toodles!